So my mom brought the birthday gift whichthat the guy gave me to a dhamma-kathika, and I think that is why I dreamed of many guys, and sometimesit might also explain why my mother also sometimes appeared in the dreams. And I already told my mom I don’t want to get married.

When I asked God why the bad things happened to me, I received the scripture”scripture: "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.”
I remembered the day just before my grandmother backreturned to heaven, when she told me: ”One day when you choose your husband you should be very careful, choose someone who is truly good to you.”, and I keptkept that in mind since many of her prophets she toldprophecies truly happened after her death. She is a Catholic, and I believe she is a prophet.

By the way, the pastor who baptised me three years ago is a Mafiain the mafia, and he doeshas not get out ofleft the gang. After I left that church and went to another one, I heard a pastor said the Mafiamafia pastor hashad very bad reputation among churches and that he became a pastor for the sake of dredging for money in China.

Last month, I dreamed a strange dream,. I dreamed I walk with a guywalked out of a hotel room ofwith a hotel, and the guy bringsman who carried a blue suitcase, and these isthere was a spirit beside me. When I woke up, I saw you on the YouTube on my phone, and you are the guy who appeared in my dream. So, may I ask: are you single? I hope I am not bothering you. I don't want to sin because of lying dreams or lust.