My baby girl Ari’yana,

I have always been the one to say I would never have kids, or iI will never get pregnant. IveI've always been terrified of pregnancy, contractions, and giving birth. but godBut God had other plans. He blessed me with an amazing man who showed me what happiness should feel like. God gave us this blessing and I carried it around inside of me for 9 months!! Never thought iI would be able to do it, but iI did!! I did the pregnancy, iI did the labor, and iI did the contractions. For Ari’yana, iI would do it again.Im I'm going to get this mom thing right, I promise, anyway. Anyway, I love you, beautiful.