I apologize for my arrogant, childish behaviors,behavior. I still have so much to learn and I gottaI've got to be honest, beside of you I loose my balance and control…control over you.
I know you are going through quite a lot at the moment and I want you to know that I am here for you,. I meantmean it.
I don’t know for sure about your feelings, but I know what I felt that day we kissed and. I felt so much passion and caring, maybe. Maybe I am wrong, but this time I will not let it go as I did 10 years ago or 5 years ago….ago.
InAs a matter of principlesprinciple, marriage should be respected and I am not a player. Regardless if weof whether we will see each other again or no, my marriage is done, as I can’t deny that no love is there and life is too short to live a lie,. I live once and theresthere's no excuse whatsoever that should be more important than my happiness.
And let me tell you what moreelse I figured out;: I never forgot you, but I was always scared to have any attachment with you because I always thought that I was just a play for you…you...maybe Maybe I was right or wrong, but we never gave us a chance….chance because what are you looking for outside of your home? Just girls…?girls? Too tiring, no…? GottaThere's got to be more, butlike when you find the sincere feelings, and I have this totoward you, but I never showed you or fought for….for you.
My husband is a nice person and I will always love him, but as a friend, none towith no blame or complainscomplaint.
I will give you your time and space,. I will be waiting for you with an open heartedheart, when you are ready to let things happen naturally.